...my 2007-sine graph...

...a peaceful countdown to a wonderful year ahead. spent the last few moments of 2007 reflecting back on the year that has caused so many sufferings and lost of passion. a year full of worries and changes. the year that has brought to know myself in a much broader sense. to be more aware of myself and how much i can work beyond my limited thinking.

the year 2007 has also brought me to learn more of the world outside. expanding my perspective beyond the coconut husk, i managed to live my hollywood dream, conquered my fear of heights with grand canyon, visited desperate housewives, stroll in the sin city of vegas, wondrous waterfalls of yosemite, walked in the gaystreet of sanfrancisco and then flew to japan where i was stripped down to nothing and showered with koreans and japanese, medidated the zen way on location of tomcruise last samurai and model snippering in osaka. not forgetting to the poorest of the poor in cambodia and angkor wat eighth wonders one-dollar country and the green-gecko street kids home.

they year that also saw me with the white envelopes. moving house was indeed the hardest thing to do. even more harder if you have stayed there for over 9 years. sitting at the corner seeing one family member after another leaving the house. and i wonder when is my turn. my evacuation from my house took a huge turn in my life. its hard to live by at first, but the removal of the coconut husk above my head has expanded my reach and see beyond the brown cover i called roof and the hands i use to support as pillars. i persevered and moved on.

its hard to find a balance in my life then. the hardship that i have to endure, the difficult moments i have to live by and the stage of depression that makes you tumble and fall. and not forgetting the happiest of happiest time travelling around the world. its when you feel really sad and depress inside that you value and appreciate what happiness means and with the joy and happy moments, then only we realize sadness is somewhere hiding at the corner. the sine graph definitely proof its point.

now, the year 2008 will be full of uncertainties. isnt it always like that. its a world of uncertainties and impermanent. 28idc this time has helped recollect back what is important to me. who is the most important person? when is the most important time? what is the most important thing to do? its now that i care for you and that is the most important.

...happy new year...

...my eleventh hour to christmas...

...on the eleventh day of christmas, my true love sent to me eleven short messages, ten long boring emails, nine phone calls, eight nagging in my ears, seven stupid remarks, six wondering thoughts, five golden rules, four pack of junkfood, three cents of thoughts, two batteries for my mouse and a song dedication by janice!

this has always been my favourite christmas song and i can never understand the lyrics why and what it meant. and when janice dickenson made her own version of it, this song has become much easier to sing and laughed at...twelve boyfriends begging, eleven (criminal) charges pending, ten gays a-primping, nine models prancing, eight techs a-waxing, seven docs injecting (botox), six paparazzi, five naked men, four italian suits, three former husbands, two giant breasts and a fledgling modeling agency...

christmas has become much more exciting. didnt do much this christmas, just stayed home and watched janice rocking and tara 2 running around the world. life has become much more exciting when we view it from a different angle...

...merry christmas to you...

...gratitude...

...starting off the morning with a wonderful greeting from my ceo – “this guy will definitely succeed in whatever he does. he is a picture of success”. those simple words of wisdom made me felt warm and welcome and will strive on diligently to succeed with the organization. i remembered 6 months ago, ys made this simple stamement, “your page 3 is very impressive. why are you interviewing here?. you can do much more beyond what i can offer you here.” those simple words changed my perception and push me forward to go beyond what i think i can do; that is if i know what i can do.

a day of hardwork and a night of gratitude. it was the company’s gratitude night where i was called in to be the photographer. dressed up elegantly in suit, i marched out to do what i was paid to do – catch every single beautiful moment of the gratitude dinner. my tasks was to make sure every single frame i took represents a beauty to perfection.

everyone presence was a gift. a smile of elegance and a touch of beauty. avanti was a shot to call for. its beautiful settings and the mesmerizing christmas carolling to the blue colored drink, i indeed paid my gratituition to these crowd of people. candace and chris; the two clown of poser who mastered the skills of poserism. they love to pose for the camera. both will strike a pose whenever i am beside them. 3 beautiful ladies; joan, hun and aichen all dressed so ever so stylishly, they were the picturesque of beautiful people. indeed a nite of wonderful cheerful people.

i got my gratitude. i have (hopefully) learnt to go beyond my limit. and i am indeed grateful...

...jayrel babyphat collection...

...promised this good friend of mine that i will take pictures of her son. and finally i got myself together and took some nice portraits of little jayrel.

little jayrel was about 9 months old the time we shot those frames of him. arrived at annice’s house at about 12.45pm and before i could meet my little model, annice took us out to lunch. pei chin was with us too. the 3 of us stroll off in annice’s 8282 accord to taipan to have a late lunch. elsf and kns saw me with 2 girls hanging out in taipan and they were so happy that elsf called me on my handphone; never of such happened before. wakakaz.

back to annice’s house, to meet my little model and we started shooting. little jayrel was active. super duper active. and this uncle mooi got so tired running up and down at all angles trying to get a nice shot of him. jayrel at such young age has this fetish for black objects. from my black samsung phone to my camera and my car keys. anything that is black and small. annice make sure he don’t get himself involved with a black girl when he grows up later. wakakaz.

and of course my camera is black and jayrel’s fetish as well, thus every time i position myself to shoot jayrel, he would actively drag (since he still do not know how to crawl yet) himself towards my direction; super duper quick and in less than a few seconds, he is just inches from me with his hand reaching for my camera. and i had to move back a little to get a nicer angle of him. and he would repeat the same thing over and over again.

annice loved jayrel when he was reading a book. so we got some nice shot of him holding a book. then annice wanted a shot of jayrel’s two front teeth. she tried all sort of ways to open his mouth for my camera to get a glimpse of the two front teeth. and knowing annice, she would never give up. annice was also interested with some child’s porn so we stripped him off all his clothes and snapped him with some towel showing clearly jayrel’s babyphat collection – nothing in this world could beat this mother’s love and fetish for the young jayrel’s line of clothing the babyphat collection : from the bulging waistline foldings to the under armpit’s fleshy flash and the double whammy horny nipple play collection – this mother was overwhelmed with the intense pattern coordination of this babyphat collection.

after an intense 2 ½ hours of shooting; finally little jayrel has decided to give this uncle mooi a rest. he has decided to take his nap and let uncle mooi, auntie pei chin and mummy a rest. the 3 of us then adjourned to download the pictures and view the babyphat collection. most of the pictures turned out great.

it was a wonderful photo shoot session. my model was fabulous and hot. pictures were great. uncles and aunties were tired. will post up some pictures later after i get my hands on adobe and edit them accordingly...

...jyon’s modelling agency...

...had a wonderful photoshoot in fo guang shan and tanjung sepat today. met my model in kk in the morning and headed right off for our photoshoot session.

first stop was fo guang shan temple in jenjarom. one of the biggest temple in the country fgs is known as one of the famous tourist spot. built beautiful at the edge of jenjarom, the temple oozes charm and beauty. the lumbini garden was a great place for some shots. the fountain and the little lake there have so much elements of beauty in it that we shot so many frames there. especially wonderful was the rocks formation surrounded by the lake and some chinese bridge built around it. that was a great location and my model simply loves the fishes in the lake.

after fgs we headed for lunch and later we found ourselves driving to tanjung sepat. it was raining heavily on the way there and thus the drive was slow and time consuming. both of us had some quality chat in the car. upon arrival, we immediately got into our gears and took some nice shots. the little blue boat by the seaside was a fabulous place to start with some nice pose. then the arrow and bow was just right for the occasion too. the trees and the seas was of course a beauty by itself already. and of course, the lover’s bridge was simply marvellous during sunset. simply amazing. after dinner we headed back home.

we both had a wonderful time and some fun quality time with the dlsr. feeling great with almost all the shots, we headed home with our hearts feeling wondrous. jyon’s modelling agency! call now to book your time. wakakaz...

...simple steps of wisdom...

...the 28th idc was indeed very special to me. somehow this camp has some elements that made me feel that it is special. with so many people from all walks of life and so many different types of character, every camp has indeed become a great milestone of achievements for incovar. 28idc is indeed simple steps of wisdom. inspiring and beautiful. maybe this time i have made effort and time to interact with everyone there, getting to know them better and having quality talk with them. spending my nites chatting and talking with the penang kias. the ixp was great. the preparation was wonderful. the teamwork was excellent. and the guys really did a great job. salute to 3 guys - song, khailoong and kenny who have tireless run way-and-about klang area with their transport to settle adhoc things for incovar, up and down the temple to get things done, getting ie-cream at a way out time during lunch, sleeping in the hall with no aircond. indeed simple steps of tireless effort, great values of achievements. u guys truly rocks the whole team and inspires. and the whole team at incovar for a job well done. because at incovar, we inspire...