...kor-kor...

...was having dinner with some friends this evening. as usual the normal chatting session and bitching session (not such a nice word la, but what the heck) and then suddenly terserempak with these wonderful friends or rather family. then everything else seems to be so simple nice and all stress released.

met cj, siewleng and their son. cj son called me kor-kor. it caught be by surprise and suddenly everything else seems not to be important anymore. the sound of the kor-kor was one of the most soothing to the ear and that all other bitching things becomes nothing. i love you guys. and the kor-kor thing was just fantastic to hear after a bitchy day at work. looks like i am getting old. my goodness. i think its just the loads of work that is talking. my imagination...

...evening sun...

...suddenly the evening sky waves at me. felt so much at peace...

...shuang...

...a man --> when he grows big --> and after having done four x --> then only he feels 'shuang'...

...spin the gasing...

...had one of the most gruelsome spinning top today in bukit kemuning. going into a boardroom of 30+ directors, 1 head of director, 1 assistant to head of director and 30+ system administrator, my boss and another vendor. and everyone started to talk about the things i did not do. usually is about the things i did. this is about the things i did not do. amazing - on the things i did not do. wakakaz.

and of course this is not the first time. experienced it many times already. but this time i got myself a good firewall system and a great network to support me. with a boss to sit in the front and many system administrators who are on my side, amazing these guys actually did praise me for doing a good job. i have put on a smile all the way through.

after going thru this gruelsome act for 4 times (once in kuching, another in jitra and twice in this very same place) i have already gotten numb to it all these. assistant to head of director said some good words for me. the head of directors mentioned of the effort from my side and some of the directors were happy to see me. wakakaz. what a place to play gasing. but of course my boss promised some stuff and it has become my problem now. i have to learn how to make more spins to a gasing within a fixed time. and to make the gasing spin more rounds in the fixed time period, i had to push in extra energy to push it more rounds - the newtons first law of motion : an object at rest tends to stay at rest and an object in motion tends to stay in motion with the same speed and in the same direction unless acted upon by an unbalanced force.

i have to add in an unbalanced force. and how the frap am i going to find this unbalanced force to act upon it. maybe i can call it newtons fourth law of motion : an object at rest tends to stay at rest and an object in motion tends to stay in motion with the same speed and in the same direction but will eventually have more spins if you just show the visibility of the motion or unless acted upon by an unbalanced sight of the force.

arghh my mind is not working now. tired. tired. tired...

...tools of the trade...

...was having dinner with wt one fine night in damansara perdana and came across this message in the toilet. interesting...

...roaring ahead...

...end of chinese new year. chap goh mei. a chinese new year of good and bad. tired and sleepy days. we had a lou sang session with the incovarians. a simple lou sang to roar ahead with the 27idc. coming soon. with the leadership of wendy with a super gengz melancholic nature, i am sue she will be able to control the commiittee well and produce results of excellent quality. incovarians, lets start inspiring the future ya...