...happy 20th birthday...

...i thought the first round was bad with 17 sites going for enrolment concurrently. but this time, i am having 20 sites. 20 freaking institutes using our system live for their enrolment. its 20. two zero freaking institutes. many years back there were about 5 of us standby in icm for their enrolment. that is five to one site. now? three to 20 sites. its the freaking big two zero! its not only about standby, but also about checking their data, see if they have setup correctly or not. anything missing from their setup. blah blah blah. since when standby has become the DATA VERIFIER for my customers. fcuk i am so tired. have been working on saturdays and sundays to help my customers to check their data. how come i am more stress than all my institutes? and talk about the amount of stress there. in times of stressful moments like this, how do i keep my sanity?...

...sunshine...

...sunshine breakfast and a cuppa coffee thats all i need from a dear fren all the way from dell. appreciate the little drop of sunshine in my cup of coffee seven early eleven late last nite. thanks buddy...

...shit.happens...

...demshit man. shit happens. dammit! the shit just happens. just dammit. i see the face also already dammit. demshit. dammit. fly uncle charlees kite dammit demshit. if got no uncle charlee, go melaka and suck the useless road by atleast three extrayears! i just hate to see the altitude shit front of sickening blufflogical science...

...good morning sunshine...

received an seven early sms from a dear friend - good morning sunshine. may by the sunray that touches you this morning be felt with positive energy and spirit that will last you the whole day today and to be positive and happy. the feeling of 10.89 is seemingly being adjusted; knowing that there is an external force that turns the pull around seems to make the day much brighter. but hope is still missing though. or is it not? lets see if the eggs can still stand so ever proudly by the 10.89 pull! lets just crack it and turn it into mata kerbau and give it a real hard suck till it reaches the rear end. unflaterring but desirable! oh what the heck, lets just grab a mcdonald breakfast!

...10.89...

...tangent is still off. gravity pull is still at 10.89. dammit...

i donwana get sucked in by the gravity. i need a vacuum to free me from being sucked in!

...yi ge buhao de duan wu...

...someone apparently killed himself by jumping into the river to proof a point of some sort of corrupted government thingy. people sympathize this fella and make bachang to throw into the river so fish will eat the bachang instead of this man they adore. go figure the whole story. its all over the net. happy duan wu festival everyone...

do i need to sacrifice myself for the sake of corrupted minds and held a protest against the rats and eagles? should i jump into penchala river in desperation? do i need to be so pathetic to swallow dirty water and drown myself in the dirtied environment mer? seven early eight early my ass was given a shocking injection of unskilled chattery; shot through my heart, went through my mind and shocked the entire organ of thinking. and my bachang just went down the asshole. darn!

the day some sacrifices in the river, is also the day of breakings. so many breakings; the specs, the put, the mind and the heart. broken specs can be changed. broken put can be mended, but how do we mend a broken heart and an asssucking hole farking mind. someone's heart was broken. really sad. indeed. i felt the broken heart. i felt the tears but couldnt make sense out of it. apparently linux worked overtime to shape the heart. and my mind was farked off tangent. asshole! maybe its the duanwu gravity that somehow due to someone jumping into the river went from 9.89 to 10.89! what effed up gravity is this that pulls the heart lower to a place where it does not belong. it is dem sucking! it caused my mind to farking farted in the asshole. and again the bachang just went off the sine and through the hole. effing-holes! and this 10.89 can make the eggs stand so proudly right in the middle of the day of duanwu where beautiful sarcasm play it all out. amazing. such proud eggs. and eggs are effect of farked up chicks and they lay the eggs. duhme!

happy duan wu festival to all. mine sucks. hope yours are full of fatty meats and oily indulgence...

...soulout soldout...

...almost everyone was telling me how cool soulout was and how great the place is. and of cos, me being the ulu-ulu type and first timer there (so unkool!) was so looking forward to go there. its alextan birthday anyway. so why not! more unkool was to arrive in a mj's SLK. how unkool. wakakaz. but the kool thing was, with the SLK, parking was dem easy. so, its kool anyway.

arrived and was told the gang was upstairs, thus we went upstairs. saw elsf's reflection by the mirror so, ok found the gang there. sat and waited and waited and waited. ok. didnt know u have to put up u hands like mamak stall to call for the menu. hmm, tot that waitress saw me coming in adi and volunteered to show me to the place. but apparently she didnt bother. i think i was not well dressed enuff. i was btw. niway, ordered some very tasteless alakiev and i asked for water. i was so darn thirsty and all i needed was cold water. so i ordered a glass of water. the waiter asked me, mineral water? i said, no. just a glass of water. okok, kiamsiapp me! but imagine paying rm3.50 for a bottle of water over a glass of free water bottomless - vietnamese kitchen serve it free to with tinge of lemon and they REFILL. whats so expensive about the minerals anyway? so food came fast. tht was really excellent. but my FREE water did not come. i asked the waiter again, can i have a glass of water, she said mineral water? whats with the mineral water anyway. do they have a comptetion to see who selles the most mineral water arr? my gawd what is wrong with these people! i just wanted a glass of water. and so she brought me a glass of water. finally. my alakiev was almost halfway through.

alextan came abit later after my alakiev arrived. we talked and talked and discussed about our biz plan and how we can make money and stuff like tht and i made some car bumper stickers for all of them and chit and chatted about our business proposal. the discussion went on for quite some time. alot of brains alot of good ideas. i just stuck to copying songs for jowynne who was apparently boo-ed by her fren for listening to the default classical song that comes with windows media player. i told jowynne that those songs are from loon. so she better thank loon for that. wakakaz.

and then, mana tau this not-so-seng-mook waitress asked us all, you wanna have the cake now. we were like wtf man. supposed to be surprise la. not-seng-mook waitress of soldout, soulout.now alex knws about it and no more surprises. anyway, later we celebrated the birthday and made him sing his own birthday song and of cos, got it recorded. he was farnee.

a pleasant nite at soulout, apparently they sold themselves out by providing this virgin soulout goer some bad service and a head full of frustration over a glass of water. soulout? ya rite, soldout. no more for me.

happy birthday alextan...

...eagle and the rat...

...once there was a rat who stays in one of those drain holes by the streets. every morning this little rat would always run out from the holes in which he was staying and will look up at the sky to check out the eagles soaring high above the sky. he could just spend hours and hours looking up at the sky and always dream of becoming one of them - the eagles! but unfortunately, little did this rat know that no matter how much he tries to think and behave like the eagle, he can never be like the eagle. he is still a rat. and rat rules the drain and should mix with other rats...

...screw balls...

...when ass get screwed, its better to screw some balls. sometimes, we gotta slow down and look for certain happy things in life that brings the little bit of joy to cover the burning sensation down on the far end. what can we do in the middle of the day to ease that hotstuff down under?...

...you can make a difference...

...27idc group photo. nature of the heart. nature of the world...

yes, you can make a difference in somebody's live too. come join us to make a difference here. reaching out to the world. hand in hand we can make it happen.

-message from the participants of the 27idc-

...boring fridays...

...tot i was going to be bored in the friday session. yea, pretty boring with lots of stale jokes and many appreciations to be appreciated. some long windy road to travel. yawning mouths are aplenty. wakakaz. but somehow, with the canon eos350d in my grip, everything seems to be so different. i found myself snapping photographs after photographs. taking potrait shots of my colleagues, some new, some old, some returning ones. all the girls were camera shy but how many female colleagues were there anyway? i had a big surprise over no 2. he has such nice good features that my skills in photography dont really do justice to him. of cos no 1 have this killer stare the grooming guru calls it and he will always take out his specky when i am nearby with a camera and he will look up to the sky and strike this killer stare pose. no 3 was just unlucky when i snapped at him while no 4 is ever ready with that head slanted to the side abit and gave me that cheeky look...