...success successful...

...i had the most fcuking irritating trip to sg. with fcuking irritating time i had to endure through and fcuking stupid remarks i have to live with. arghh...i need to jump out from the ship and swim for my life. i fcuking hated everything then. i need to unhook. i need an exit point. i need a trigger. picking up success from lcct at 1 in the morning immediately upon my arrival from sg was what i needed to do. i reached ktm station kl at ten. then took a komuter to sentral and took my car; had a really slow drive to lcct and reached lcct at 1130. since success is not due in an hour; i took a nap and slept in the car parked near lcct. felt like its been ages since i slept so comfortably. i think the unhooking process and the trigger is working. success finally arrived at 1am and send him back. i guess i managed to unhook and triggered my emotions to think from another perspective. or rather i just needed a dear friend to talk to. and success was there...