...signs made visible...

...so many things has happened and so many not so happy moments went by. the good ones were relived at the edge of the forest and the birthday adventure to go. however things has become abit weird lately and that feeling is super 4896! its a huge mixture of happy and anger at the same time. farnee oxymoronic way of life. at one end i feel extreme joy while on the other end, its all about farking anger killing monster eating up my flesh. 48kiongkan : sometimes dem frustrated over so many things that is happening around here. work life has been quite distracted ever since the return from the land of the rising son. apparently the land of the rising son has caused more stir than stick. it stirred up the emotion, disposition the attitude, releasing the negativity. what more the black color amplified the whole process. i dont feel i comfortable. i dont feel at all at ease. and maybe that was the sign i was looking for. i need some cheers back in life...