...jammed wednesday...

...song called me to inform me of the petrol hike thingy. wakakaz. he told me to immediately check nstonline for more information. i was like serious arr? the first thing that came to mind was : shit heavy traffic jam again. shit and its raining cats and dogs at that moment. double whammie. and i was on my way to have dinner with my boss. bangsar seafood restaurant. wakakaz.

while waiting for dinner to be served, i had a long conversation with no3. things seems to be so complicated. a decision was made. it was tough. it was not something to look forward to. but a decision has to come to end the complicated pain in life. no1 called me later and stalked the phone. his sms sounded like a tsunami that is going to hit. i had to call no2 just know if everything is alright. my nite at the dining table was spent on the phone and my colleagues asked what is this fella doing with so many phone calls!!! i just smiled back and told them it was family matters. wakakaz.

this week has been so unconventional. so many changes. so many choices to be made. so difficult. and that is what makes it even more interesting. after the camp, now i finally realise and saw the ever changing of tides and how i have consciously walked the tides of change itself. change is inevitable, regardless good or bad, despite happiness or dissatisfaction; change and its impact are matter of perception. its how we choose which side of the paper to see. i chose to not to merely stand and see the both side, but to visualize both sides of the paper and feel its texture...