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main entry: ac·cu·sa·tion

pronunciation: "a-ky&-'zA-sh&n"

function: noun

a charge of wrongdoing that is made against a person or other party

i look down at those people who accuse others. i despise these people who calls themselves professionals but gets down to make false accusation about others. i loathe those idiots. i hope they burn on earth, not hell. doing a project with n..t..i :: nothing.to.innovate and i..l..m..i :: i.love.my.idiots - makes these people more apparent in the world of biz.

requirements signed off. business rules made clear as crystal. and the only excuses they found, with no proof was, "...orang iitc tidak faham apa maksud saya..." - iitc ppl misunderstood what he said. in the first place tht idiot was not even in the requirement stage at all and yet he dared to make such stupid low class comments. and worst, nothing.to.innovate company agrees to it without even knowing what they are accusing us about. nothing.to.innovate dared to accuse us that, "...you guys are supposed to give them 2 ways of application, one thru excel file import and another manual application...", ya and i shoot a direct bullseye arrow to that idiot of nothing.to.innovate who happens to be a sales manager, "...your word supposed to is not justifiable to the extent that we have done our part in enquiring and persuading users to have the additional function and users insisted not to have it and they signed the requirments on it and what do you mean by we are supposed to..." and the next statement i was about to blurt out was, "...who are you to tell me what am i supposed to do, when i have done all my suppose to already...". i was so about to bang on the table and just leave the room full of idiots from nothing.to.innovate and i.love.my.idiots. then my snr manager chip in and hush me to silence. yea, i know i need to hush and i just need to bring myself back to the moment and think clearly. when angry, our minds are muddled and we cant say or think clearly. throughout the entire session of stupid meeting, i was in the centre of accusation, even though i brought out all my facts and my black and white and documents, which i prepared, these two nothing.to.innovate and i.love.my.idiots, which they claim they are "kamching" now, which literally means having a pack now, still find it amusing to accuse others. i cant stand the nothing.to.innovate project manager sitting down there quietly and the nothing.to.innovate sales manager covering her stupid ass and me being the highly choleric melancholic person, with low phlegmatic, i had to make my voice heard. and of course we are in m..in..def :: masters.in.deafening.ear.fcukers. i would be shot by the mili.tary and all cameras on me when i say a wrong thing. i have to be smart to say the right things at the wrong place. doh me.

why are people behaving like this. is accusing people and making others feel that they are at fault something exciting to do? what good merits do they get on making false accusation. sometimes i feel sad about these guys, this habit will be with them for a very long time and where ever they go, the bad habits will be stuck to them like their shadow that never leaves them. and how many more innocent lives that they will accuse with their lack of responsibilities in handling problems and not being able to deliver what is promise. is this what they call business in the real world? what happened to honesty, sincerety and openess.

i don't think working with such people are going to make me wiser and richer in terms of knowledge and experience, but i sure found out that these are the lowest of the low people, cast away, and only know how to make accusation and make themselves look good. somehow, i wish and i would like to project bad thoughts to them to make them burn on earth. of course, being a leader who happens to be a buddhist, i would not even want to continue with that stupid thoughts, else there is no difference between them and me anyway.

arghh, i think i am wiser now already...