Wednesday, December 28, 2005

...in time of craziness...

...i hated everything. i dowan to talk to people. i dowan to answer any call. i dowan to say anything. i hate myself. i just dowan to hurt anyone with some stupid harsh words or not so smart actions that i will regret later. please help me...

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Anonymous MJ said...

i just wanna drop by with a message, that i feel its ok to bury in craziness, well since u've reached the physical/spiritualy/emotional threshold level and you know what could well happen. for anything to happen naturally, let it happen. i mean, get angry, get completely dried out. oh ya, wud it be too weird to say, its ok to cry! haha... release steam slowly but surely. chinese saying buddha also got fire. i guess u know how to help urself. hope u find a balance in living life, not balance btwn work vs social. probably balance btwn fast pace vs slow pace. balance btwn giving vs receiving. 2006 will just be another reoccuring cycle of reciprocal turbulent & graceful inspiration.

January 3, 2006 at 7:32 AM  
Anonymous Jyon said...

yeap. i m sure time will heal. sometimes it is just so hard to deal with it. hanging on to it is so difficult. and wishin the graceful inspiration comes more often than the reciprocal turbulence...and hopin this turbulence might just turn out to be some sort of air displacement...

yea, its ok to cry. nearly cried when i heard if we hold on together on newyear eve!

January 3, 2006 at 8:27 PM  

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