...dkdc...

...never had such a terrible feeling. erm to rephrase that, yea i think i have been thru it many times before. and yea, i do not want to go thru it again. i chose simplicity. i chose to ignore complexity of the corporate war.and yet these feelings come and haunt me over and over again. dem farking bitching sound. dem idiotic. i am going into my dkdc mode already. i farking hate the darn thing. why is secret not working. i only think of positive simplicity. thinking what i wanted. but somehow those things i do not want comes to be. farked it. dammit. i need to get out of this place already...