Friday, March 11, 2005

...busiest week...

this week has been the busiest week ever.

i need to come out with incovar application forms and newsletter, supposedly by 11 march which is like, duh' today....

and then i was asked to do outreach. i was like, what? me do outreach? and onli given like 3 days. i started doing it on monday, kenot finish, then continued on tuesday...but got programmers meeting, so didnt get to do. come wednesday, last minute boss ask to stay back. stayed until 2am. went home, too tired. thursday went to work. try to finish it. then thu nite its musical puja. dem tiring. but got it completed with daily rushing for it. but then, didnt complete the application forms and newsletter, but put the writeup in outreach instead...

then, i have to go thru appraisal with pm. and i was like 1 hr in the appraisal and my pm gave me that look : i am gonna throw my resignation. and he tells me that, yea, he knows it is a little selfish, but he has to jaga muka...i was like...*&*%#%#...its a multi mil project. and pm is running away...to jaga muka...$%##*!!!

then, went for appraisal with hod, a very short one onli. and he ask me to keep an eye on my pm and if anything goes wrong, go direct to him and report. i was like..what???

then, this morning came to office. received a bad news. bad bad news. my very best friend, good friend, good buddy, is giving me that bad news...and this week got so many bad news...and now, i have to take the lead liao. i am scared. i dunno what to do. i keep getting all these bad news everyday. i am scared man...but i cant show to everyone that i am scared now... and at this time... at this hour...i cant think cos i have to rush to complete my uatp so tht we can invoice out another mil for the proj...arghhh....why now...@@@ and i am supposed to be on leave today...

and today is friday. its almost 9pm and i am still in the office typing away..

i dunno why. everything comes together...


look for a better day ahead. at least i am still here typing away.

help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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