...countup...

...countdown already. time passes so fast. loon suggested i should countup instead of countdown. counting up to 8days now. its hard. really hard at this moment. the tears bundling up, the memories and the people you have gone thru life with. its harder than leaving your good frens after youth exchange program. people that you have gone thru your youth with and shared many memories together. i dunno how many nights i have put my mind into thinking of this day. what will happen to me. there is just something i cant let myself to let go. counter is still counting up now...